静雄さんに対するあたしの気持ちは次元を超えている。現実に誰かを愛している人たちと同じように、静雄さんを愛している。だからFセクFロマと呼ぶの。

本気で静雄さんを愛しているんだけど、静雄さんを愛することを誰にも禁じているわけではない。この「小さな世界の中」で静雄を愛したいだけ。

自分にとって「夢」は恋愛関係だけではなく、家族と友情も。夢主がキャラと交流する、自分にとっては「夢」です。だから時々夢主は静雄さん以外のキャラと交流する。

絵が(まだ)描けないので、夢絵はすべて有償依頼です。夢小説は全部自分で書きます。

たまにはツイステ夢(男女と友情)、へブバン夢(百合と友情)、創作キャラ(少し兄妹近親相姦)のことも話します。

他のジャンルの夢は自己投影ではないので、夢主はオリキャラです。

高い送料と税金と複雑な税関総局によって(運が悪ければ取られる可能性もある)、グッズはあまり多なくて、新しいのグッズはほとんど買えない。

自作静雄さんグッズと夢グッズあります。

静雄さんのカプ(他のデュラララ！！のキャラとオリジナルキャラと夢主など)

腐(一次創作二次創作)だけど腐夢はOK。

ツイステのnot監督生女創作NRC生徒。

夢主=自分

大きい身長・体格差と6年の年齢差

初めての出会い(デュラ始め)→静(24)幸(18)

付き合う始めた(転中)→静(25)幸(19)

時々マイナスネタ(メンヘラなど)が出ます。

自分の中の静雄さんは他の人とは違うかもしれないので、注意して下さい。

I do very selective followback

同嫁拒否/no sharing for Heiwajima Shizuo's yumejoshi/yumedanshi

同担一部拒否/selective sharing for Heiwajima Shizuo's fans but not doing yume with him

Only accepting adults as mutual (current mutuals are okay)

I can be considered as a proshipper (please read this definition first before making any prejudice and assumption)

I block anyone with "Proshipper DNI" in their profile on the sight as self defense

My love towards Shizuo transcends the dimensions. I'm in love with him just like other people in love with someone else in real life. I'm considering myself as a fictosexual and fictoromantic but only towards Shizuo. I'm seriously in love with him, but I'm not gatekeeping him and everyone is free to love him. I just want to love him inside my little bubble here.

For me, yume isn't limited to romantic relationships. As long as the OC/sona (夢主) interacts with canon characters, it's yume for me. So it's not rare for me to make my OC/sona (夢主) interact with any canon characters without having any relationship.

Contains NSFW with warning.

I might talk about various dead dove tropes here.

Since I can't draw, all arts were commissioned. For fanfictions, I write them by myself.

I’m a very shy and awkward person so I’m sorry if we rarely interact even though I keep appearing on your timeline.

I have terrible mood swing so my talk can change from fluffy romcom to unhealthy relationship in the speed of light.

I use problematic fiction as coping mechanism for my trauma and IRL problems, including in yume. That said, I use several dead dove tropes such as toxic relationship, dubcon, age gap, and many more, in my yume.

Shizuo ships with anyone (canon characters, OC, persona, etc) is NG ❌ for me. I don't forbid anyone to ship Shizuo with anyone else but please do never bring it up to me.

Sometimes I talk about my yume (Canon x OC, not selfship) in Twisted Wonderland (NL and platonic) and Heaven Burns Red (GL and platonic).

If you’re uncomfortable with me or my content, don’t hesitate to block-unblock or block anytime.

I rarely block-unblock or block someone, muting is the most I do. So if I did it to you, then you must did something very uncomfortable, offending me, or have "Proshipper DNI" in your profile.

You dislike or hate yume, whether it's self-shipping or Canon x OC. (why are you even here?)

You can't respect my boundary and my decision to not sharing yume with other Shizuo yumejoshi/yumedanshi.

You are friends or close with other Shizuo yumejoshi/yumedanshi.

You can't differentiate fiction and reality or prioritize fictional character over real people. To be example; you can't tolerate a problematic ship/character but allow or enable bullying/harassment towards real people over fiction.

You have "Proshipper DNI" in your profile.

You are any religion phobic, racist, zionist, or 02 supporter (for Indonesians).

You think "loving oshi = MUST make content (art/writing/commission) or spend money on merch/gacha". While I appreciate people who do one of them or both, and I also enjoy doing them, I hate it when they become "obligation".

You treat yume as competition and constantly seeking for validation. I've had enough with this kind of people in the past.

You do yume in Twisted Wonderland and your OC/sona is female NRC student who isn't Prefect. Current mutuals are okay, but if you feel uncomfortable with my preference, feel free to block-unblock or block me.

You use c.ai regularly on a daily basis or use AI-generated images. Just like AI-generated images, c.ai also needs to be fed, which by stealing fanfictions.

You ship or do yume with 2.5D characters such as vtubers, or real person. I don't mind you being a fan (because me too), but if you're being delusional about them, that's a different story for me.

Your account is BL heavy. It's just not my cup of tea. BL yume is fine though.

Jinguji Jakurai (Hypnosis Mic)

Kadota Kyohei (Durarara!!)

Abeno Haruitsuki (Fukigen na Mononokean)

Unomiya Tenma (Sousei no Onmyouji)

Takumi Aldini (Shokugeki no Soma)

Bai Ji-Shin Chang (BLACK LAGOON)

Iroh II (Avatar: The Legend of Korra)

Raven (Tales of Vesperia)

Floyd Leech (Twisted Wonderland)

Leona Kingscholar (Twisted Wonderland)

Claude von Regan (Fire Emblem: Three Houses)

Garma Zabi (Mobile Suit Gundam)

Tesla Lindocruz (BLEACH)

Nakayama Festa (Uma Musume)

Six years age difference with big height and body size difference. First encounter when Shizuo was 24 and Sachiko was 18 (the beginning of Durarara!!) and started dating at age 25 and 19 (not long before Durarara!!x2 ends)

At the beginning, they act like a pair of inexperienced teenagers. As the time goes and they started living together, Shizuo becomes very clingy and Sachiko just can’t turn him away.

WARNING: the dynamic can turn into "obsessive and possessive bf x detached menhera gf" so sometimes I might post triggering things.

My persona, or I often shorten it as "sona", is literally how I look and act in real life. My yume concept is basically Shizuo becomes a part of my life and self-projection. If you don't like the concept of self-shipping like this, I suggest you to not follow me.